Harder to breathe

I didn't think that I would feel like this. I wasn't even thinking that I will come to this point. I was so taken aback that my jaw literally dropped (ok, not literally) off my mouth.

It's really hard when someone you liked for so long is with somebody else. It even hurts much when you see that they're happy together. Then you think that you can't do anything to stop that, let alone find the courage to do anything. I'm really not good at this stuff so I hope you're getting my drift.

But think about it, you have no right to butt in. You're not their friend. You're not even sure they know you. What were you thinking? And why are you even writing this?

Hay ewan bahala na nga. Kaya yan. Di na nga ako magiging masama. Lakas ko pa mangutya pag makakakita ako ng panget na magsyota, kala mo naman ako meron. Not that I'm not allowed (I'm don't know if I am or not), wala lang talaga mapulot. Aynaku hayaan mo na nga sila. Mag-aaral na lang ako ng mabuti.

Birthday ni Patch bukas. Alak na!! Disinfect ang sugat. Corny.